I will not try, I will not try, I will...

It's really hard trying to NOT try. What CD I am and the fact that I will probably be Oing between now and then are thoughts I actually have to force myself not to have. What a loon I am. Jason is OOT until Sunday night anyway, so it's definitely helping with "taking a break" because I still don't think they've found a way for long-distance conceiving...