Finally!

I am a little late in writing this, but I am pregnant again! The due date is September 4th, which puts me at 10 weeks, 5 days.
I was so very surprised when I saw the positive pregnancy test. I had finally given it all over to God and was really okay with the idea of not having more children, if that was His will for us.
I took the test because I was spotting but no actual period and I was feeling kind of sick that morning. I was completely expecting to see nothing, inspect if for about 5 more minutes to see if I could see the faintest of faint lines then throw it away like I've done every other time. But when I went to look at it this time, I was totally blown away. I started laughing and crying at the same time.
I was going to think I some neat way to tell Jason, but was so shocked that I just called him at work and told him. We both were so not expecting it, but here we are!

And now for the not-so-great news. I have a subchorionic hemorrhage that is caused by the baby's sack partially separating from my uterus. It is something that isn't completely uncommon and a lot of times will heal itself, usually by 20 weeks. So we are praying for that! What's really hard is that I can't do very much. A normal day before is too much now and can start the bleeding again. So I've been spending a lot of time in my bed and it's starting to get old. But, I will stay here my entire pregnancy if I need to for this baby.

Well, that's my latest update!