The 1st step -

admitting there's a problem.

I am calling my OB tomorrow. I have finally decided it is time for a little look-see from someone who has a bit more knowledge on this stuff than I do. And for some reason I am so freaking nervous about the call! I know it's completely ridiculous but none-the-less, I am freaked. I know because I told myself I would call today, and, well, here we are tonight. So I figured if I wrote it down, I would HAVE to do it. I think it's almost more of feeling like a failure than a nervousness. I really must be more prideful than I think because even the thought of admitting I need help procreating really does not set well with me. Though I know that I know that I know that I know there is absolutely no reason to feel that way, I still do. But whatever, I'm doing it. tomorrow. definitely.