Why would I expect something different?

I knew I shouldn't have even acknowledged the nausea the other day. Just bringing it up was going to jinx me. 'Cause it looks like I'm heading to my 30th birthday not pregnant. And, the end of February marked 6 months since my m/c, so I may be a bit bitter at the moment. Though I'm not sure why I've even been wondering if I'm KU at all, since this was a break month. (Oh yeah, it was probably because I was hoping that we would get surprised by a BFP this month, since I should have been more relaxed from all the not-trying :::rolls eyes:::)

So, I'm thinking the break is over. I'm pulling out all the stops this time. Although I'm not too sure what that means...